Like this will happen...

I've done this before,
actualy several times.
Everytime I say I mean it,
and of course I do,
too bad it never works out.
Speaking of works out,
thats what I plan on doing.
I plan on getting in shape,
more like where I left off.
Get back to what I could do,
all in days gone by.
Possibly even better,
faster,
stronger.
We have the technology...
At least I do.
Too bad I see failure in the future.
Just like all new technology,
it fails several times.
Most is well tested,
but theres always that chance,
it may be slim, but some will fail.
Some will work out just fine.
Maybe I can do it this right this time.
I do have the time,
and the potential is there,
I just need to charge it,
fill it up,
or however you want to say it.
now if only I had the right motivation,
the right stuff to keep me going,
I need something more than gatorade,
and definately more than water.
My biggest problem is,
and has been this little fact,
I'm in better shape than my peers.
Way better shape.
I can double the pushups,
and double the situps,
and then run 2 miles for their 1,
In the same amount of time,
and still keep going.
And going,
almost like the energizer bunny.
And of course,
I'm already a stud,
always have the stick nearby,
the stick to beat off the lady friends.
And yet,
I'm diasappointed,
disappointed with my hard work,
the work that got me so fast and strong.
It's all gone to waste.
But thats what 3 years will do,
3 years of sitting around,
sitting in school,
killing time at sea,
but hopefully,
I'll change all that now.
And off I go,
running off into the sunset...
[edit]
and back I am.
Had a good run,
slow, but good.
went to eat at a good restaraunt,
I saw something amazing there.
A japanese teenager with a shirt,
a Steve Prefontaine shirt.
Just crazy,
but yeah.